How do you feel about public displays of affection? Discipline? Play?
I enjoy public displays of affection. I like to express myself, my feelings, and feel loved when they are returned to me. I don’t mean inappropriate amounts of affection that to me feels like someone is trying too hard. I just like to let the person I am with know how happy I am to be with them which can be shared with a look of bedroom eyes, soft touches, kisses, hand holding, or even as simple as fingertips running down a back or arm.
I have never been disciplined in public but I can say it doesn’t sound like something that would be to my liking. When I think of being disciplined I don’t imagine a happy place. I am not into public humiliation. With all that being said I trust that He would know my limits and act accordingly. I would take whatever punishment was given to me in public or in private and let Him know if it was going too far beyond what I could handle so we could talk about it. I would never just say “no” without at least trying and trusting Him.
I like to push the limits with “playing” in public. I am not one who would enjoy being on a stage while everyone watches us but doing naughty things in public turns me on. I like having a secret, something so special and exciting that only He and I are sharing in. I become enthralled with the idea of what He is doing to me or demanding from me while strangers are so close and oblivious to what is going on. I get caught up in the thrill of maybe getting caught and having to obey His wishes while maintaining control as best as I possibly can to not give us away.
I would venture to say that I enjoy being with Him and doing whatever is demanded of me. Whether it is for pleasure or discipline, the thought of all this occurring in a public space makes it that much more, because it would be with Him and that is really all that matters in the end…
“One must do violence to the object of one’s desire; when it surrenders, the pleasure is greater.”
–Marquis De Sade
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What does 24/7 mean to you?
When I think of 24/7 D/s relationship several feelings come to mind. The first, almost instant feeling is peace. I imagine a place in my heart, mind, and soul that are without worry, doubt, or questions. If I had to describe what a place like that would look like in nature, it would be a quiet cove, with greenery, wildflowers, and a waterfall.
I am excited to think that one day I will get to experience this kind of relationship with someone and feel complete acceptance. To be at His service and mercy is a place I strive for eventually. I know that when I finally reach this point in my life, the joy and release that comes from submitting whole-heartedly, that I will have found and be participating in my true happiness. ❤
“Go where you are celebrated – not tolerated. If they can’t see the real value of you, it’s time for a new start.”
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How did you know you were suited for life as a submissive/slave?
How did I know my true nature? Well, I suppose I have always known deep down even if I wasn’t sure exactly what being submissive meant or a name to call what I was feeling. I felt a certain craving for the darkness. While other teenage girls were dreaming of a prince charming, sweet and good-natured to come and find them, a much darker man was encompassing my mind. I wondered what it would feel like to be kidnapped, held against my will, tied up and made to satisfy every need of my captor.
Thinking about it now and trying to pinpoint a time of when I realized I was different, I would say it was at a very young age. My first serious boyfriend when I was a sophomore in high school was my initial introduction into the world of a dominant man. I was completely consumed and enraptured by the relationship. The relationship was not without its problems, many of which had to do with the fact that neither of knew what was really going on with us, just that he liked control and I needed to give it to him. When the relationship ended badly I thought I had been drawn to the wrong type of relationship. I spent the next years being with men completely opposite and never being satisfied as I once was, and so I assumed something was really wrong with me.
I now know that I didn’t need a man with the opposite nature that I craved; I needed the “right” man. I needed to learn what my soul has been trying to tell me all along and then find the one I needed to surrender my control to. Once I figured all of this out I instantly became peaceful. I knew without a doubt that I was on the right path and that eventually I will be where I am meant to be and with who I am meant to serve. So, how did I know I was suited for this lifestyle? My answer would be my soul has always known I just needed a little time for my mind to catch up.
“Submission is not in the bowing of heads or knees but in the humbling of your whole being (spirit, soul, and body)”
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